Be who you really want to be.

Do you ever feel like the person you really want to be is stuck deep in the veins of your body? Your screaming to get it out, but you just cant. I strive for those that can be who they really want to be without any fuss. You feel like the people around you would judge you to much with who you really are, so you hide it and pretend to be real. Your scared of losing friends and family or a place called home. I am one in a million that feels that way. People judge way to much, even before you say one word. I feel ashamed that i cant be who i really want to be. I want to start over. Start this new year over again, then i can really step out into the sunlight.